You don't need nobody, you'd rather be alone.
Haha, yeah true. There's no need for anyone, loneliness is the best remedy.
I'd say that this week hadn't been the best, but service made up for it. (:
I'm a self-declared fan of Dr. A.R Bernard, a man who I've never heard before prior to sunday. Snuggling back into my seat as I prepared for the usual message of the weekly service, I did not have the slightest hint that I'll be hearing the most impactful message of my life. It's as if he was using my entire life as the example onstage, and slowly covering the little parts of my life, pointing out the small little mistakes that lead to the current state I'm living in. Throughout the entire service, I was struggling to keep up with the pace of his message, which led to a record breaking 7-pages notes. The essence of his words was something that I had never experienced before. And that face, when he looked at the crowd saying, "When I impart my knowledge to you, it's in the hope of you imparting it to others, and others imparting it to the rest of the word." was a face that made the lightings in the hall look dim. He, was a truly special speaker.
The patterns in life was something I had never thought of. The mistake of skipping stages when getting to know someone and developing that relationship was something that I was guilty of. What was equally true was that I had never looked all the way back that it's my mindset and the knowledge that I had that was affecting my self-esteem, and more importantly, my successes and failures. I would not elaborate further, since my life is hugely different compared to many others, but one thing's for sure, that 7-pages are my recently taken up manuel for steering my life the right way.
Studied with Eve, Ethel and another of their friend after service. Finished combinations & permutations as well as linear law. So all I'm left with now is the relative velocity and intergration of velocity. But I'm moving on to physics, and I really hope I don't get too stressed up now. Three more weeks, with english prelims and science practicals caught in between. In a way, I hope time would pass more quickly, in hope of ending this constant late night studying that I'm undergoing, but at the same time, wishing that I had more time to revise on all my work. Gah, secondary 4 life.
On a lighter note, I've decided to save all my money up for a post-examinations shopping spree. :D I realised it makes me feel empty after I spend money on one or two shirts, and I go back home unsatisfied. I'm gonna spend all at one go! I can't wait, but oh no. What happens if I head down to get myself a mp3 player or another guitar. Then no more clothes. ): No no no, self control.
Is it me, or do I sound like.. a girl?!
Okay, next up, physics!
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Hello Sandy! Thanks for accompanying me down to the eye clinic that day. Thank you too, Fiona! I hope you're reading this, cause I'm very grateful for the company! (:
Sarah and Felicia! (: Thanks for the encouragements, don't worry, I'll cope! (:
Partner, youuu. You said you wouldn't be complex around me! Haha, keep your word! Glad to see you this week, and you know, we need a lengthly conversation sooooon! (:
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Oh oh! Manchester United won 5-1 yesterday! <3
posted by cigarettelove @ 5:28 AM
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